physics that once I loved

Long time ago, physic can always be a great place to run from any uncertainty. But now, as I grow older, everything’s changing. I fell in to a deep lake of sorrow. I’m busy telling anyone what’s uncertain and force them to make it clear as soon as possible. When it doesn’t seem to be clear soon, I fell in to the deeper uncertainty. I tried to take my physic book and answer the question inside as I used to do in my teenagers age. But I’m no longer a simply-minded teenager. My physic matter is no longer a classic Newtonian. It’s now quantum mechanics and this thing growing up my uncertainty even bigger as I meet the principle of Heisenberg. I give up. Close the book and then open the Calculus by Stewart. But I give up once again without knowing the reason.

At the time like this I’ll just tell myself that I’m ok. Gwaenchana J

just two weeks after I finished those writings above, everythings getting lighter. these physic things become something I loved once more.

I'd love to explain about quarks and leptons as elementary particles to my pals. it reminds me of the astronomy subject that I took when I was on the High School. I miss those moments when I'm a science student hufffftttt