Kamis, 22 Oktober 2015

Have no power to say those in front of your face, dear friend

"Heeey, you're responsible for making me worriying myself looking at how far you're already!"

What kind of excuse is that?
Well, have you ever watch dream high korean drama?
What happened to the characters?
well, some of them got the chance to debut early than another, not just lucky, but they deserve it because they're working harder than another. the lucky guys go around and finally become stars.
And then, what happened when they go back to school? They're startled to see how far are their friends have improved and ready to become their rival.
Do you got a lesson?
You should be.
So, why?
I mean, I was involved in some seniors projects and that means I read and experience a lot passing the minimal standard that our semester has to reach. You can't blame me when they come to me, asking, I'm answering and we got in to discussion. You blame me for your perception of I am talking nonsense just because you can't understand it.
I thought when we're apart because of my projects, you did well on catching me. I thought you also read some books or journal or even discuss with seniors, but I was wrong.
All I know was: you're betraying me.
And it's about our promise on ignoring guys as long as it hasn't been halal for us. And I accidentally find out about that guy whom you give permission on bothering you.
While I always show you those read-only chats on my phone from those guys, that I always ignore.

Really, girl, my dear friend, it doesn't seems like you.
Which one of me is wrong?
The one who is husnuzhan to you before, or the suuzhan one now?
Don't blame me for your disunderstanding on those topics and I won't stop running just because waiting for you who is still walking calmly.

Senin, 28 September 2015

Typically Bogor

Ada yang bilang, kalo dilihat dari atas (satelit) kota Bogor itu ijooo banget. Iya, ijo angkot maksudnya.
#typicallyBogor
#kotaseribuangkot
#katanya

Ada lagi yang bilang, benda wajib dipunyai warga bogor dengan jumlah lebih dari satu: payung.
Curah hujan tinggi: Kota Bogor
#typicallyBogor
#kotahujan
#katanya

Kota ini khasnya banyak yaaaa
Attorney Jeong dalam drama 'Hello Monster' berkoar-koar soal ketidak percayaannya pada kebetulan, dipertanyakan oleh Hyeon mengenai perencanaan matang, dan dijawab oleh Jeong dengan satu kata bernada pencarian sudut pandang: destiny?

Do you believe in destiny?

Then, what kind of destiny brought me all the way here? To this Bogor?

Nado moreugesseoyo~~

Naeganeun pappanikka, so I will just let it go without any single effort to find the answer.

gidarilge, hangsang :)

Sabtu, 19 September 2015

Relationship Level: A Theory of Islamic Ukhuwah

1. Ta'aruf (knowing each other)
2. Tafahum (understand each other)
3. Ta'awun (helping each other)
4. Takaful (responsible for one another life)

Those theory I got from my lecture for muqaddimah in the matter of "Insurance". As we know that there's an insurance company unit named "Takaful". Takaful is the highest level of relationship when a muslim is being responsible for another's life. So we got the philosophy here. An insurance that's run and driven by sharia principle has takaful as a great philosophy.

Well, back to the theory.
And it'a always based on me. My own story. I already live in this world for about 21th and I met people other than my family.

Friends.

I have many friends, like automatically I get along with them so well, instantly and don't really need so much effort. May be that's the reason why I don't really know how to treasure them. And maybe that's why I don't really being on to the third even more the fourth level of relationship.

.... to be continued insyaAllah

Kamis, 19 Maret 2015

Negeri Ceteris Paribus




          Sejalan dengan membangkitnya kinerja perekonomian Amerika Serikat, dolar kembali menguat terhadap mata uang asing seluruh dunia, termasuk rupiah. Pelemahan rupiah menyentuh angka 13.000 rupiah per dolarnya. Jika ditarik data secara agregat, disaat rupiah melemah terhadap dolar, sebenarnya ia justru menguat terhadap mata uang asing lain seperti yen, euro, dolar Australia maupun dolar Singapura. Sehingga dapat disimpulkan bahwa pelemahan rupiah terhadap dolar tidak lebih parah dari pelemahan mata uang-mata uang lain di dunia.
Hal ini juga mungkin yang membuat Bank Indonesia sebagai Bank Central tidak melakukan kebijakan moneter dalam rangka mengendalikan nilai tukar dengan menaikkan tingkat suku bunga (dalam makroekonomi, pelemahan nilai rupiah dapat diatasi dengan melakukan kebijakan moneter menaikkan tingkat suku bunga sehingga money supply rupiah rendah karena banyak didepositkan dan pada akhirnya mencapai nilai tukar yang stabil). Dalam Rapat Dewan Gubernur (RDG) Bank Indonesia tanggal 17 Maret lalu, Tirta Segara selaku Direktur Eksekutif Departemen Komunikasi Bank Indonesia mengumumkan bahwa Bank Indonesia memutuskan untuk mempertahankan BI rate pada angka 7.5%. Langkah BI ini sejalan dengan tujuan program kerja Presiden Jokowi yakni membangkitkan sektor manufaktur dan menggerakkan proyek-proyek infrastruktur. Pemertahanan BI rate ini ditujukan untuk menjaga stabilitas investasi sebagai sumber modal bagi sektor manufaktur tersebut. (saat BI rate tetap, masyarakat diharapkan tidak akan banyak mendepositkan uangnya, namun mengalihkannya untuk berinvestasi).
Keputusan ini dapat dihitung sebagai keputusan yang cukup bijak. Karena perbaikan nilai tukar melalui kebijakan moneter dinilai tidak lebih baik daripada kebijakan yang bertujuan untuk menggerakkan sektor riil seperti yang dilakukan pemerintah sekarang. Dengan tetap stabilnya investasi baik dari modal dalam negeri maupun modal asing, maka sektor industri, manufaktur dan proyek-proyek infrastruktur pemerintah dapat terus berjalan dan menggerakkan sektor riil perekonomian. Targetnya adalah peningkatan ekspor dan mensurpluskan neraca perdagangan, sehingga Indonesia memiliki cadangan dolar lebih dan pada akhirnya dapat menstabilkan nilai tukar.
Mekanisme diatas menggunakan dimensi waktu jangka panjang. Hasil dari kebijakan ini tidak akan dapat dirasakan dalam waktu dekat ini. Tentu saja, dengan tidak dilakukannya kebijakan moneter untuk mengendalikan nilai tukar rupiah pada saat ini, dolar diperkirakan akan terus melambung, rupiah semakin melemah terhadap dolar meskipun menguat terhadap mata uang asing lain, dan akan cukup untuk menyebabkan inflasi.
Apa akibatnya? Akibatnya harga-harga kebutuhan akan terus naik seiring dengan pertumbuhan inflasi. Kalangan menengah keatas disinyalir akan baik-baik saja dengan hal ini. Kalangan ini terdiri dari para pembuat kebijakan itu sendiri, para pejabat pemerintahan dan pengusaha dibidang jasa maupun manufaktur yang mendapat suntikan dana investasi dari kebijakan yang berlaku. Namun, bagi kalangan menengah kebawah yang tidak mendapatkan kompensasi apapun dari kebijakan ini akan sangat terbebani dengan harga-harga bahan pokok yang terus melambung.
Memang benar, sektor riil dapat bergerak dan menghasilkan output dalam jumlah tinggi. Tetapi sektor riil ini bukanlah milik para petani gurem, pedagang kecil, pekerja kasar, kuli-kuli kecil yang jauh dari kucuran dana investasi dan bahkan tidak diperhitungkan dalam kalkulasi PDB. Kalangan bawah yang tidak menikmati kucuran dana investasi namun masih harus dipaksa berkontribusi dalam pembesaran angka investasi dengan membayar lebih saat mereka sekedar ingin memenuhi kebutuhan pokok. Tingkat harga yang naik ini membebani dan terus mencekik rakyat miskin yang berjumlah besar di negeri ini.
Mengingat bahwa kebijakan ini adalah kebijakan yang memberikan hasil dalam jangka panjang, dapat kita pertanyakan kelak. Ya, kelak jika memang benar Indonesia dapat meningkatkan kinerja perekonomiannya, menghasilkan PDB tinggi dan menstabilkan nilai tukar rupiah, kira-kira berapa banyak rakyat miskin yang hidupnya menderita, berjuang hidup dengan berdarah-berdarah selama kurun waktu jangka panjang tersebut? Akan berapa banyak darah mereka tertumpah demi menopang sektor manufaktur para konglomerat? Dapatkah tingginya PDB nanti dapat menebus pengorbanan luar biasa dari rakyat kecil tak berdosa, tak tahu apa-apa yang seharusnya berada dalam perlindungan Negara ini?
Ironis. Para pembuat kebijakan seakan-akan telah merumuskan langkah-langkah yang tepat dengan menggunakan model-model ekonomi berasumsi ceteris paribus. Factor-faktor lain dianggap konstan. Namun perlu kita sadari bahwa negeri ini, bahkan dunia ini, bukan dunia ceteris paribus.


-IZS-

Kamis, 30 Oktober 2014

[141030]



The word “Writing” is appearing on my face every single day I met people. I’ve known to have such different skill in writing. And then they keep on sending me pamphlets, brochure and other kinds of publication about writing competition or call for papers. I really want to do as they want. I learned, I failed, I tried once more, and I’m upgrading myself. But then I figure out that I can only be a pro when it comes to writing what’s in my own head. I’m good at describing me. But I face some difficulties when it comes to describe any other living-or-not-living things around. It gave me some distraction at my practicing process.
And so when I tried to make a decision –situation I hate the most- I often distracted by my own distracting minds. I thought that I’ve listen too much sentences saying “be yourself”, “follow your mind”, “follow your passion” and so on. So it seems like I follow my own uncertain mind mostly. I knew it after these all happening. I figure out that this childish mind is not always true. Sometimes it shouldn’t be followed without a long consideration. I can tell how this distracting mind keeping on giving me hard times.
Sometimes I need time when I stop thinking that anybody else thinking about me. Once, I wrote on my socmed bio: “Tak punya kepentingan untuk mengesankan siapapun”. But it stabbed me right on my back. I can’t easily falling asleep in the night when I think that someone thinking bad about me. I always have a will to impress anyone else around me. I can’t left them forget my name and my face without knowing how I give them such a good impression. I’m really that kind of person. Is it a bad thing? If it yes, can I be forgiven for having this as my personality?
Just, I beg anyone to not judge me badly because of having them. Cause I’m actually suffering from handling it all.

Selasa, 30 September 2014

latepost 1



                I tried hard to not let anyone expecting too much on me. Yeah, it’s been a huge burden when everyone knew the fact of my balance portion of academic, organization, self-care and social relationship. I’m sure they’ll expect too much on me. But as they knew how I am actually, they’ll be disappointed soon. Cause I’m just me. Just like this. Poorly struggling. And probably don’t really match their expectation.
                In fact, I was rejected in some place I tried to join. I hardly understand what the lecturers said in front of class. I was struggling doing those tasks and homework. I always forget to take care about myself when I’m too busy with these stuffs. I’m not as perfect as everyone expected. I have so many flaws here and there.
                In the last one year, it seems like I do so many things. But now I realize that I don’t really wanna do so many things. I just wanna do one thing that I do right and well.

Your burden will not getting lighter as your arms getting stronger.

                Living together with someone I don’t understand is such an annoying thing. Yeah, I used to be so well-minded if it comes to understanding people. But I surely have a different life-overview with this creature. I didn’t expect it in the beginning. I thought this creature is a usual living thing that I can handle. But I was wrong, completely. It makes everything become harder as I can’t tell my true feelings.
                I listen to exo’s song, Run. It reminds me of my dormitory family. They’re so great. I miss being with them in every kind of storm and sunshine.
               

Senin, 04 Agustus 2014

[140805] About Joo, and then what I've just find out

I can't continue to write the story below. it's not because I didn't find a perfect scene to end it, but I just don't have any feelings towards the next scene I've already made. why? because it's not really like that in the real life. Well, how's anything come up like this is still a mystery that nobody want to breaks, neither Joo nor me. But don't worry, up until now I have a very good friendship with Joo beside of my personal heart conflict. we're totally fine. right, Joo? :) miss you


just tonight, I find out what makes me somehow become, ah forget it for now, I'll post it later, I think it'll breaks my good mood this morning