About the post that recently deleted

Nothing, it's just another sadd az zariah, remember that I'm the one who have not been good at avoiding those takabur thing. It might be, right?
So that's deleted.
The end.

Have no power to say those in front of your face, dear friend

"Heeey, you're responsible for making me worriying myself looking at how far you're already!"

What kind of excuse is that?
Well, have you ever watch dream high korean drama?
What happened to the characters?
well, some of them got the chance to debut early than another, not just lucky, but they deserve it because they're working harder than another. the lucky guys go around and finally become stars.
And then, what happened when they go back to school? They're startled to see how far are their friends have improved and ready to become their rival.
Do you got a lesson?
You should be.
So, why?
I mean, I was involved in some seniors projects and that means I read and experience a lot passing the minimal standard that our semester has to reach. You can't blame me when they come to me, asking, I'm answering and we got in to discussion. You blame me for your perception of I am talking nonsense just because you can't understand it.
I thought when we're apart because of my projects, you did well on catching me. I thought you also read some books or journal or even discuss with seniors, but I was wrong.
All I know was: you're betraying me.
And it's about our promise on ignoring guys as long as it hasn't been halal for us. And I accidentally find out about that guy whom you give permission on bothering you.
While I always show you those read-only chats on my phone from those guys, that I always ignore.

Really, girl, my dear friend, it doesn't seems like you.
Which one of me is wrong?
The one who is husnuzhan to you before, or the suuzhan one now?
Don't blame me for your disunderstanding on those topics and I won't stop running just because waiting for you who is still walking calmly.